wanders in and hugs everyone tight. Starting to settle from the weekend.

Just can't keep my head on anything at the moment.

Pain clinic 8 a.m. this morning.
I asked about my options... I was curious if they could do surgery and just remove the offending nerves?? (kinda like a root canal??? for the face)
The Doc told me that the nerves were too small and complex to start removing from my face... ughhhh

Headed to Rona afterwards to pick up some salt to melt the ice outside.
Allowed myself to get lost in the garden section... just strolling down each aisle, touching and admiring all the tropical plants.
Since I can't smell... the feel of plants is the most important thing.
I grabbed five 2" tropical plants that were only 95 cents!!!
They have beautiful thick green leafs, some scattered with purples and pinks.

Afterwards I headed to my local fish store.
My poor marine tank at home has been in desperate need of some more crabs!!!
Sounds weird (imaging writting "get crabs" on a to-do list, lol)
But I figured today was the day, since I was already out and about.

LOL, ended up waiting 15 min outside the store for it to open.
All for a couple of bucks worth of marine life.
Oh well, I'm finally home now and I'm just trying to keep busy.

My back/neck/head is killing me... so I try to keep distracted

Your stamina amazes me YA. I can't imagine life with constant pain. I hope someone will find a solution for you soon.


My family has been sick. First my little one and then my older one then me. Hubs never got it. I am having the most difficult time bouncing back. I've taken a little dip in morale these past few weeks. I am so weepy and sad and I don't get it! It's like a mean trick on me. I even think about being sad, tears just roll out of my eyes. I would love to say it's all hormonal but I think I have some serious work to do as I crawl out. I see the midwife tomorrow so we will see what this little bub is doing.

it has been a surprisingly good day. i expected to go down again, but instead i am feeling better. i even was able to go to walmart after my therapy session, and i don't remember shaking hardly at all. nice for a change.

Beautiful weather today, no snow !! I actually wore open-toed heels with my jeans and got my hair done. Then I got a killer headache and came home to lay down. Otherwise.. not bad. :crazy-eye

Thanks Nam, LOL, although I must say I did crash pretty hard after all that.
Just woke up actually.
My bag of 'crabs' have been floating in my main fish tank, adjusting to the temp and such, so I should probally get those guys onto the live rock and eating some algea!!!!

The sidewalk has finally been re-salted/sanded (I almost slipped and fell this morning)
Just a matter of chipping the remaining ice away (I'm leaving that for boyfriend, lol)

Ughhhh... it's 10p.m. and we have no food for boyfriend work lunch tomarrow...
Safeways open 'til 11, so I'm gonna run over there, pick up some bread and sandwich meat. :)

The dog has already brought his seatbelt and leash over, and is laying infront of me, lol!
He goes everywhere with me. (one of the reasons I won't do errands mid-day... I'm too afraid to leave him in the truck long, even in the winter)
Anyways.. better get my arse in gear before I forget and it's too late.

A great day, and then SLAM.... :angry-fla :drugs:

Considering everything a good evening, will climb into bed shortly and hope I don't get slammed with any sort, form, shape, ect. of a built-in head-trip.

Use to have to rely upon others for 'head-trips', now I can go on at the drop of a hat, .......... ........aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa'

feeling really out of it', isolated and trippy'

Feb. school vac. .....going to be taking a well earned, needed break' and the rest of vac. off from the forum. Will be missing you all'

Feeling a bit nut's, :crazy-blu but will get through it !

My house alarm started beeping, so I ran upstairs to check and see.
Apparently it's lost connection with the phone line.
So I check and yes, my house phone is dead...
since they are conected hopefully my internet connection doesn't dissappear too!!! :(
Otherwise I might be MIA for a little bit... at least 'til I can pay that bill.

Take care all :)

I heard the baby's heartbeat and felt the baby move today. It's the sudden realization that there is another human in there...sure is active already.