Well, am proud. I didn't cut, didn't burn and slept like, a whole 5 hours.

Have had a rather quiet day today. was about 38 C and 70% humidity earlier.

Is now raining, so I am thinking I'll go try sleep, listening to the rain.

Am trying to remember

I am loved and I am strong.

Is working with making me feel a little better.

WOW!!!!! A balmy 70 degrees today!!!! My chest cold is pretty much cleared up!!! Unfortunately the infection has gone up into my sinuses...I spent a lot of time outside today enjoying the wonderful weather and oh yes!!!!....the SUNSHINE!!!!! I cleaned out my van and got someone to take my trash out....I still have laundry to do and dishes....today was just too good to waste time indoors doing chores!!...This has been a rather relaxing day!!! Can't seem to rave enough about it!!!!!:tongue: I received a package in the mail today from a friend [the intern from my old womens' PTSD group] It was a copy of "I CAN'T GET OVER IT"!!!! I just sifted through the intro and front index....looks good but scary!!!!! I will take it to my therapist's Thursday....From what little I've read it seems that the author has a grip on this "ptsd-thing".....My writers' group is tomorrow eve and I've not written a thing....maybe my muse will be tickled tomorrow or later this evening.....LIVING WITHIN THE PEACE....PEACE AND PROSPERITY TO ALL

tickles wild fires muse

well, woke up exhausted today. Think it had to do with the heat yesterday, just felt so zapped.

Mainly just kinda hung around the house.

I hate my life

My day sucks, has for the last few but then maybe im just in denial cause god forbide i know my own body and emotions

hey mouse, hang in there, you too, y&a. praying for both of you.
cathy

I had a good day. Was told about a mistake I made at work and rather than beating myself up over it, I just fixed it. Then I went to my other job and dealt with a very angry lady. At first I was all tensed up--other people's anger makes me space out, stress out, big time--and then I just thought, "This is her problem." and I ignored her.

Progress.

hey guys

well, slept two hours last night and now have a spotless room and super organised bookshelf. Another Monk moment hit.

God I can't wait till I'm at Lukes tomorrow. Have the biggest desire to clean tonight. Am stopping myself as my idea of cleaning is rather noisy, usually with me swearin at vaccum spots on the floor and well, just yelling in general.

Woohoos, am going to be at home alone tomorrow *bounces*

Okay, so I'm glad of that. Just feel so much more comfortable when I have no one in my space. Rephrase, when I don't have HIM in my space.

*wonders how hard it will be to booby trap room again*

Okay, so I'm a little paranoid atm. Is not helping with the whole sleeping thing :(

Although, it is working with the stay out of my face thing.

Bro dearest was annoying the shits out of me while I was cooking. I tried stabbing him with a kitchen knife. Haven't heard boo from the bastard since.

Is probably a good thing.

Spent an hour or so hiding under my bed. Mum told me to stop being stupid. I ignored her till I was damned well ready to face everyone.

God I hate love hate family some times.

this wasn't going to be an essay but heh.

Someone stole our truck while boyfriend ran in the house to grab his workbag....
...it was in our ****ing driveway...

now someone has all the keys for access to everything...
the garage, the house, my car, mailbox key...
:up-yours:

:angry-fla What a BITCH!!!!! :gunem-dow Whoever stole your truck needs to learn a difficult lesson...IF it's not yours Keep your hands off it!!!!.... I can only imagine how this incident is frustrating and stressful....I am sure you may be feeling unsafe as the theif has got all your keys to everything...Hopefully you told the cops about it and they catch the person...I will say my prayers that your vehicle and keys are found and very shortly...Hopefully your boyfriend isn't beating himself up over leaving the keys in the truck....He did nothing wrong....It was a creep who chose to commit this crime after all!!!! ....KEEPING THE PEACE