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11-01-2007, 02:37 PM
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ok, i don't know. for some reason, i am shaking here, but i don't know. depreciated means unworthy? i feel unworthy of a lot of stuff.
unworthy of Christ's redemption of my sin.
unworthy of my husband's love, of my children, of my friends, my home, my life.i just don't know exactly what you mean.stupid and weak, ugly and lazy,selfish, deserve to die |
11-01-2007, 10:39 PM
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Cathy, before the hill there is another obstacle, what is it and please describe it? |
12-01-2007, 06:59 AM
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tthere was nothing there the first time, i don't think. if i try to imagine now, i looked around and saw a large gash cut into the road, kind of like a piece of cake is cut out, a chunk of the road is cut out. i can't see into it, i think i'm afrraid to go to the edge, because of the slipperiness. i wouldn't figure it would be too deep, though. i wonder how i got across it, it's got to be 5 or 6 ft. across, and the ditches on the side of the road are very deep and muddy looking. idon't know, maybe i jumped across, though i'm not much of a long-jumper, that's for sure. who knows? |
14-01-2007, 08:22 PM
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Ok Cathy, you feel as though you have fallen into a situation that is surrounded by secrecy, possibly feeling you have lose of control, or someone else is taking control. You are aware the situation has deep sexual involvement, likely with feeling depreciated. |
15-01-2007, 01:20 PM
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i don't understand the control thing. is this just the fact that it is non-existant in my life right now? i am so dense now, you'd never believe the kind of grades i made in school, lol. |
15-01-2007, 07:54 PM
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You feel as though you have lost control in life somewhere Cathy, basically you feel under control of another somewhere, that is affecting you negatively. | | Thread Tools | | | | Display Modes |  Linear Mode | 
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