Im sorry if i upset anyone with my post. not sure why stuff like that seem to kick of an attack and i automaticly go in to a mode that i have to prove the truth. i know it was human error and things happen. Im just not sure why i always feel like i have to prove everything. i do not understand why little thing send me there. im going to try to not post anything when im upset. I will calm down and think befor i say anything. :cool:

You did absolutely nothing wrong. I do the same thing and it is good that this forum is here to vent to. Have a better day and good luck with your tests.

Thank you. i really need a place to check myself. i question everything i say and do now.
You have a great day also.
sherry

I agree, you haven't done anything wrong. You're allowed to be frustrated and upset about things. Personally, I do a lot of venting, although most of it is in my trauma diary. In any event, it's totally understandable. You can feel comfortable expressing yourself. People really do understand and care.

Sherry, its part of the process so please don't beat yourself up too much about it. Sure, if you did it without acknowledging the act, that would be one thing, but here you are, you make a mistake, you acknowledge it, you apologise if required, you continue. You have no idea how many people here do it, me included.... its more about the process and that we know and can admit when and if we are wrong. PTSD can make a person very vunerable and insecure, to say the least. Rebuilding that is part of the process, and we must all start somewhere and relearn. Your doing just fine.... keep working at yourself and it all comes together.

i went to the hospital this morning and got the right MRI. the poor women who gave me the wrong one was very sorry she made a mistake.
I guess i shouldnt have jumped to any conclusions.
But i compared my mri with the ones of some others that do and donot have ms and with the old ones and i am going to let them put me on some meds for the ms. Mabie with that i can start to get back in shape and try to move up to trying to make somekind of contrabution to this world a positive one.

now i have another concern a friend of mines daughter came to me upset not knowing who else to talk to, i dont know how to tell my friend what the girls are telling me about the things that go on when she is asleep or passed out from one to many drinks. I dont want to add to my friends problems so i havent told her. im glad the girls feel like they can talk to me but all i could do was say that if that is going on than they should tell a trusted teacher or school therapist. it really upsets me becouse i didnt think that kind of thing would ever go on in that family. they are trying to find out the truth but my friend dosent work and cant support her kids on her own. I let them stay with me over the weekend but after the girls told me my friend dosnt want them to stay with me anymore. the only thing i can do is pray for them and ask everyone i can to pray for them. i dont think the girls would just say stuff like that for attention i dont want to hurt anyone. and i know they are all hurting right now.:drugs: for my M.S.:crazy-eye

Yes, you want to tell them, otherwise the girls are going to end up here later in their life.

the girls mother let them come stay with me for a little while, we talked somemore and the thing that were going on are not appropriate. The girls are being told that they dont have to go back and are not allowed to be around him at all. after what they told me and what i went through im thinking my friend needs to make a choice. the girls are so young 15 and 16,
they know right from wrong. I know they feel safe with me and at my house but this is just temperary.. i wish i could save everyone. but i know i cant.
but if i can just help one person from having to go down this road i guess that will be worth it.

If you are implying sexual abuse the police should simply be called, friend or not getting upset.

Yep... just read all the stories here, they mimic one another, end result is PTSD because all the wrong things where done at the time.