Maus's Story - Page 4

maus · #31 12-04-2007, 02:03 PM

Today my lawyer saved my stuff and house for the mean time.
Yesterday was another court day. Nobody went. Except the perpetrators of course
Tomorrow I will know more. Verdict expected in 2 weeks. I already know the outcome for the next 9 years to go.
Back up plan: move with a yet unknown person to France. On the run again and again and again. Hope it all will work out and I can start a life on my own again, alone of course like my whole life. For a few hours I was not alone but that was for a few hours. I hope I will never remember that anymore.

maus · #32 29-04-2007, 02:13 PM

Seeking unstable woman for drama driven love/hate relationship, Age 26

Hi there,

I'm seeking a like-minded woman to share a disasterous 3-9 month relationship with, ending in acrimony, emotional chaos, and possibly legal proceedings.

I live in east London, I'm 26 years old, well educated, I hold down a good job and am pretty stable. I'm told I'm fairly good looking, but I'll let you be the judge of that from the pictures I've posted up - I'm generally caring and very honest.

I am looking for an attractive female who will at first give me obsessive love, praise and devotion - but whose paranoia, self-loathing and fear of rejection and abandonment will eventually lead her to alternately push me away and pull me closer in a love/hate cycle that will lead to infidelity, consensual sexual violence, and the eventual emotional breakdown of one or other party - or if we're lucky - both!

You should:

* be 20 to 35 years old;
* have a history of short, intense, drama-driven relationships;
* enjoy degrading and dehumanising sex;
* have undergone negative psychiatric evaluations in the past; and
* be willing to threaten self-harm and/or annihilation as a weapon to control your partner and make them stay with you and care for you.

Although not completely necessary, I would prefer women:

* with nice smiles;
* that have larger than average breasts;
* who are married or already in unstable relationships;
* that drink to forget; and
* who have had a previous established diagnosis of Borderline or Dependent Personality Disorder or Bi-Polar Affective Disorder - or who are currently taking Lithium Carbonate, SSRIs, or Tri-cyclic antidepressants

If you think you meet these requirements (and wow, I'm getting excited just writing them!), please don't hesitate to get back to me as soon as possible. In the meantime, thankyou for reading my advert, and do take care.

All the best,

maus · #33 29-04-2007, 02:21 PM

hm they'll be back in ten days to take away all my stuff still
got a letter from my lawyer about that
and 3 weeks ago there was a hearing with the judge and nobody went because nobody was free for that day and the judge refused to postpone. I hope she had a nice trial all by her self and hope she will rot in hell
new chance next time 6 months later
the trial about my imprisonment is 21 june back to the brick again innocent but that's not what this is about they know I am innocent but I must be silenced
they abducted my baby to teach me a lesson, that didn't stop me, they tortured her that didn't work, they locked me up that didn't last long, they tried to kill me they failed, they try to push me to take my own life that didn't work also, they took my house, my stuff and now it seems they start everything all over again. I am still alive and still fighting.