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Old 01-07-2008, 04:14 PM
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As of these last several hours, I am now feeling suddenly and unexpectedly quite ill. In addition to other symptoms, my heart feels like it going to shake out of my chest. I can feel it shaking as I lay still to get some sleep. It has nothing to do with any meds or anything of that nature; My guess is, simply resulting from more and deeper exposure, realities, anxieties, stress(ors), cigg. intake and exhaustion and I certainly do hope and need this to pass tonight.
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Old 01-07-2008, 06:48 PM
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I'm sleepy from not having slept very well for the past few weeks (months? I can't remember). I feel reasonably calm but there's an undercurrent of sadness.
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Old 02-07-2008, 04:24 AM
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What do I feel..I feel confused. I'm going in and out of this dreamworld I'm creating. Right now I'm "here", and I'm just so confused. I feel sad, because it's the "real world" and not my fantasyworld. I guess I like being there.
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Old 02-07-2008, 11:34 AM
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I'm feeling very anxious. My neighbors are shooting their guns, again, and it sounds like a war zone, outside. I've already had a panic attack today, and I'm extra jumpy.

I have a raging headache, since I'm trying to quit caffeine....and the gun thing.

I'm exhausted. I haven't been sleeping well, so I woke up exhausted.

We're finally getting summer-like weather, and I can't go out to enjoy it....again, the gunfire.
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Old 02-07-2008, 11:36 AM
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anxious, angry, and sad
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Old 02-07-2008, 06:00 PM
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My head hurts and my throat is starting to get sore. I'm tired, numb, grieving and dizzy. I'm hungry but I can't make myself eat.
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Old 02-07-2008, 10:16 PM
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I feel worried. Worried that I'm loosing control. When I woke up this morning I had two new self harm marks..and I don't remember!

I'm also feeling proud :) My son took his first steps today!!! I can't seem to get him to do it again, but that stubbornness will pay off one day :)
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Today I feel like my whole insides are one big knot. A different therapist is picking me up in a bit to take me to see my pschytrist. I don't do well with any change so I feel like I'm about to loose my mind lol Just not a good day. So that is kind of how I'm feeling today
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Pervasive despair.
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Old 04-07-2008, 12:16 AM
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Yesterday I spoke to someone online who has been very important to me. For a short while I felt such joy, happiness and love.

Today I feel scared, confused and so alone.
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