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Old 22-01-2008, 03:25 PM
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All this new technical stuff is just soooo overwhelming!!! I am not a technical person and probably won't be unless something extraordinary happens!!!! I feel like I'm being left behind...and it's not a very good feeling....LOSING MY PEACE
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Old 22-01-2008, 04:04 PM
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I feel anxious, I slept walked last night and answered the phone and dreamed talked to our new guest here at the forum, nonabug, she said I was talking about the red balloon on the shelf. At least I know I dream of good things too.
I finally told her that I was sleeping because she thought I was in a flashback. lol.
I feel racy, like a flashback is coming on.
I feel sleepless, insomnia has winked its ugly eye at me again.
I feel happy, new relationship and a five year old little girl who is precious added in.
I feel happy to help others.
I feel almost normal, today only, day to day since I am born everyday and die every night and have no tomorrows.
I feel content, today.
well since I have a few positives in there, I'm gonna stop on a good note for a change.
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Old 22-01-2008, 06:09 PM
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I feel Empty cause I have lost my:
Faith
Hope
Motavation
Compassion
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Old 25-01-2008, 07:17 PM
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okay now today,
anxious
eight hours of sleep in the last four days
feeling like a flashback is coming on
loved
understood enough to know my ptsd side effects are not burdening my boyfriend, we laugh at my antics, I let him know when I am agitated, then I make a joke and we laugh.
cranky
bitchy without voicing it, except for vile and humorous jokes to blow off steam
wanting
tired
just waiting to see if the bomb will fall, and it I do have a flashback, hopefully it won't be what I call a boomer, use of weapons...
glad there is a format called ptsd forum
yup, that's me today
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Old 25-01-2008, 10:57 PM
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today feeling

very anxious
sick from anxiety
hate for myself
pathetic
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Old 28-01-2008, 12:53 PM
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Today I am feeling a sense of loss. I just seem to sit and stare into space. My mind is having its usual racing thoughts that really make no sense. My fun is gone--my happy is gone---my smile is gone--I am gone
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Today I feel grateful, happy to be alive and at peace with myself.

This wk. I've done 3 (6hr. nearly-straight shifts) of paperwork and hope to be mostly enjoying and relaxing for the rest of this day, even though I do have much more paperwork about.

I feel motivated to take on greater life and pers. challenges that I simply could not conceive of before.
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Today I am feeling the after effects of getting flipped into a place of deep shame by a conversation I had a couple of days ago. Its hard to name the feelings. Maybe just more shame. Eye contact is a non-starter. Wishing to be invisible. Feeling about 6 years old. But looking like a grown up. Perplexed and frightened. Keeping all that at bay as much as possible by staying in my head.
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Today I feel sad, lost, and confused.
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Between numb and hurting...somewhere between...
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