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27-03-2008, 10:21 AM
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Sheer Fear! |
28-03-2008, 02:16 AM
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I guess I'm feeling sort of generally down, blue and a bit anxious. Living with this no win addiction (ciggs), is reaking havoc in my life. Don't suspect, I'll get to feeling any better than this until I get these cigg's down again and keep them down. Feeling helpless and powerless and a great deal of fear, in relationship to specifically this.-(ciggs)
Outside of this I'm feeling somewhat discouraged with my workload, a bit too anxious about what I'd like to be able to do and accomplish, as well as, my pers. goals. Also, feel somewhat glad about life, hope and envisioning some more opportunities for life, as well as, service. So I figure now, I'm feeling mixed feelings today, .....both pleasant and unpleasant.
As for my addiction, I quit ciggs once before for 2 1/2 yrs., so I know it can be done. Why not, again? |
28-03-2008, 02:58 AM
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goingonhope-
I know how you feel about the cigs - I tried quitting in August of last year and had a meltdown. I'm smoking again and my T doesn't think it's the best time to try and quit again - but it is a future goal. It's so damn hard.
Today I feel
Tired (what a surprise!)
fragile
scared from my latest bout of nightmares |
28-03-2008, 08:50 AM
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Angry, triggered and anxious! |
28-03-2008, 11:57 AM
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I feel very numb knowing my next rew weeks will be so unpredictable, I am petrified, worried about money, moving expenses, packing, and dealing with this damn back pain and constant body and headaches and diarrhea...........I made an emergency appt. to see my family md..I haven't felt this way in a long time and that scares me......again my family doctor.....my whole family, doctor...all of them triggers now...uuuuggggghhh...sorry started venting. I will see her tomorrow..I hope i am walking better....I have to drive myself.... |
28-03-2008, 02:26 PM
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Quote:
Originally Posted by linasmom  I know how you feel about the cigs | Quote:
Originally Posted by linasmom It's so damn hard. | Hi linasmom, Absolutely!
And, a damn good goal  , for when the time is right.
Hope |
28-03-2008, 02:29 PM
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Tonight I feel content and I feel sleepy. |
29-03-2008, 01:45 AM
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Today I feel tired. And ashamed. But not alone. For the first time in a while I do not feel alone. |
29-03-2008, 02:30 PM
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today I felt sad, hurt, angry and spacey. I had my first EMDR session today. |
30-03-2008, 06:16 AM
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I feel crushed like a piece of pulp.
I'm angry
I'm tired of all this
I'm frustrated
I'm hurt
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