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Old 28-07-2008, 08:36 AM
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Hi Wayne,
From reading about you, i also get the feeling that you are suffering from overwhelming "GUILT". I have never seen any military action but as an unarmeed police officer i was shot inj the chest and arm at close range with a sawn off shotgun. I was deliberately shot when i could have been told to "Back OFF". After the incident i felt an amount of guilt that was unbelievable.I actually felt guilty to be alive... For some strange reason, i could not get away from the guilt i felt. People were calling me a hero but all i felt was guilt because i wasn't dead. I can't explain it and probably never will. I don't think you have any reason to feel guilty. You have done everything possible to help out and be there at the fore. Thats life, those that are most needed aren't always given the jobs. Stop beating yourself up over it. You are who you are and you did what you could. Take what help you can from this site. I hope all goes well for you.
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Welcome to the forum, Wayne! I'm glad you found this site and appreciate your willingness to post your story.
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Welcome Wayne!
Many of us relate to the deep confusion, guilt, fear, shame, etc... that you feel. Keep writing and reading and know you are not alone
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