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30-01-2007, 12:20 AM
|  | | | Join Date: Sep 2006 Location: T. Bay, Ontario Canada
Posts: 3,096
| | Lust
Blood lust of a powerful mind,
Here to steal your child’s time,
Set to destroy motherly delight,
Wants, in EVERY way, your right.
Sucks away your family soul,
Comes from the deepest, vilest, hole.
Bringer of death, doom, despair,
Your child’s life, you CAN’T repair,
It comes after the dead of night,
You can not match it with your might,
There is one weapon it can feel,
You must use brains, not mere steel.
Caution with whom you trust,
Worms may have a treacherous lust.
Hurry, it’s a dreadful race,
In the end, it must show it’s face.
You must win, this very day,
Before it takes your child away.
Truly it’s a nightmare spawned,
Suddenly, it strikes at dawn.
bec | 
30-01-2007, 12:39 AM
|  | | | Join Date: Sep 2006 Location: T. Bay, Ontario Canada
Posts: 3,096
| | Snake Cessation
I reach with numb white fingers,
towards cold white snakes coiled,
flashing images of child’s pain and sorrow,
regrets for loss of bloods paths,
through future races,
rage boiling beneath glass walls,
stained with dirt and sludge of,
insanities mindless toys.
Senseless noise screaming dreams,
of phallic gods and bodies needs.
I touch with ecstasy loves death,
calling endlessly for milky flesh.
Reaching deeply through darkened pools,
your fingertips filled with bloody runes,
cursing silently what the fates withheld,
begging for mercy in a silver-lined shroud.
Our fingertips touched,
the darkened pools turned golden,
my lips sang praises of mercy withheld.
You reached with strength-bound hands,
cutting snakes coiled death,
limp unto my fists.
Bec | 
30-01-2007, 10:30 AM
|  | | | Join Date: Aug 2006 Location: charles town, wv (usa)
Posts: 1,251
| | wow, bec! got any more? | 
30-01-2007, 11:04 AM
|  | | | Join Date: Jul 2006 Location: U.S.A. Kansas
Posts: 3,526
| | I agree, especially the last one... wow. I don't know how y'all put this into words like you do. Y'all all touch things on such a level I just do not have in me. | 
30-01-2007, 11:16 AM
|  | | | Join Date: Aug 2006 Location: charles town, wv (usa)
Posts: 1,251
| | Where Are You Now? Where Are You?
Where are you now?
Are you in here at all?
I used to know,
But now, there is this wall.
Where is “happy”?
Has she gone forever?
Where is “I care”?
Will I see her never?
What have you done
With the rest of me now?
Will I be found,
Hidden away somehow?
Why are you sad?
Did you want them to go?
Why must you die?
Or, did you long ago?
I don’t like you,
So why are you still here?
I hate you now,
Yes, you should, my dear. | 
30-01-2007, 12:41 PM
|  | | | Join Date: Sep 2006 Location: T. Bay, Ontario Canada
Posts: 3,096
| | Lord ladies, I have BOOKS that I have written!
bec
*just picking some fav's and putting them in here :) * | 
01-02-2007, 03:47 AM
| | | | Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: wallingford vermont
Posts: 151
| | Dreamtide Dreamtide
The kiss of love warm and sweet
Our bodies close I feel your heat
Your arms entwine and hold me tight
As we ride the waves of night.
The boat we ride is swift and smooth
Through the waves as we move
As I feel a building need
Our bodies seem to pick up speed.
We start to crest the waves of night
Not yet my love the times not right.
The night is young lets take it slow
We'll just go with the flow.
My hands begin to run your legnth
I love to feel your manly stregnth.
Shivers running up your spine
As I bend and taste your wine.
T'was the sweetest wine I did taste
Not a drop will I waste.
Your breath is hot upon my thigh
Anticipation makes me sigh.
As we crest the waves of night
I know the time is right
Our bodies explode a cry is rent
Gasping for breath our bodies spent.
I turn into your warm embrace
And look upon your face.
The love in your eyes matches mine
As our bodies lay entwined.
As we turn and kiss goodnight
Everything feels so very right.
As I close my eyes to the night,
I promise to hold you close and tight. | 
02-02-2007, 07:01 AM
| | | | Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: wallingford vermont
Posts: 151
| | Love LOVE
Love is the smile of a friend
A helping hand
Or when someone says
"I understand"
It's the compliment you give
When someones feeling sad
Or that bit of advice
When troubles come on bad
It's the touch of a hand
But most of all
It's helping someone out
When they feel small | 
02-02-2007, 07:05 AM
| | | | Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: wallingford vermont
Posts: 151
| | Living In The Past Living in the Past
I find myself
Living in the past
Holding on to a love
That did not last.
Always dreaming of you
And the times that we shared
Back when you were here
To show me you cared
But now your gone
And deep down I know
That maybe I should
I would if only
I could find a way
To stop living in the past
And start living today. | 
02-02-2007, 07:12 AM
| | | | Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: wallingford vermont
Posts: 151
| | Hidden Love Hidden Love
The most painful type of love there is
Is a love that that's left alone
A love that cannot be expressed
Affection left unknown
A love that hides behind a mask
Of happiness and of glee
Yet all that's felt down deep inside
Is pain and misery
Its a love that tries to hide away
How much it really cares
It keeps locked within its heart
The feelings flowing there
This love with holds touching
Afraid of what it would say
And the most painful thing about hidden love,
Is that it never fades away | | Thread Tools | | | | Display Modes | Linear Mode |
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