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| | Notices | Welcome to PTSD Forum. Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) is a life threatening, debilitating disorder that can break down a sufferer’s body through anxiety and stress. Further it poses a significant suicide risk resulting from the brains neurological imbalance and chemical depression. Sufferers often live in denial, thus this community is aimed at helping PTSD sufferers help themselves through others experiences, guidance and education. We are here for the sufferer, spouse and families surrounding PTSD. Spouses and family are too often forgotten in this equation, and often they receive all the worst that PTSD has to offer. If you're involved in any way with PTSD, get registered and help yourself now. Non-active members will eventually be deleted. If you are not a sufferer, carer or someone within the mental health industry, and active, then there is little reason for you to be a member of this forum. Non-active members with zero posts are deleted periodically during the year. |  | | 
31-05-2007, 02:05 PM
| | | | Join Date: Apr 2007
Posts: 601
| | To Many Clouds There have been moments of wonder,
Even moments of joy.
But to many clouds,
to reach any goals,
and to little sunshine,
to sustain a soul.
I have known those with strife,
who have risen above,
I take pleasure in knowing,
That not all will give in,
To the terrible sadness,
That has settled within. | 
31-05-2007, 02:17 PM
| | | | Join Date: Apr 2007
Posts: 601
| | Simple Things Please say something gentle and kind,
Or a bright smile to someone unknown,
Simple things can safe a life,
Or maybe bring a moment of joy,
No need to be trained in fancy techniques,
Just common sense is what most people seek,
No need for rehersals and Psych 101,
Just be real, and accepting, of the uniqueness of all, | 
01-06-2007, 04:59 PM
| | | | Join Date: Mar 2007 Location: United States
Posts: 105
| | Hi jmp,
I like your poem that talks about: "please say something gentle and kind",
It really made me feel good today.
Have a Good Day,
Rob | 
01-06-2007, 05:03 PM
| | | | Join Date: Apr 2007
Posts: 601
| | Sometimes I think that I can say it all
And then I run into the wall.
Was it really real?
Or was it a dream?
Did I make it up?
Is it not as it seems?
Then I realize that it wasn't just me.
And I want to disappear and pretend that I'm not here. | 
01-06-2007, 05:12 PM
| | | | Join Date: Apr 2007
Posts: 601
| | Hi Rob,
Thank you, It was nice to hear that it made you feel good!
You have a good day also!
Jmp | 
01-06-2007, 05:24 PM
| | | | Join Date: Mar 2007 Location: United States
Posts: 105
| | See the door, and walk away. Keep walking. Today I was thinking of a dirtbag of a man, a sniveling weak bad man from long ago.
He made me think of people's roles in comic book fiction.
In comic books, The villians are 8 feet tall and can break Iron cables with a sneeze. The victims are only allowed to cower and be beaten by the villans until the hero arrives.
Well....I found something that empowered me today.
I looked at a dictionary on the internet- I looked in the dictionary for the word, victimize. It said: victimize: to swindle, cheat, goldbrick, defraud, scam, to deprive by deceit and similar definitions.
So, little, weak, powerless little man.....man who's only power is to poor a spoonful of dirt in the hair of someone shorter than you. pathetic weak man.
Here is a message to you-read it and choke on it, weak little thing....
I am not going to play your game in the future and let you or someone call me a victim anymore.
Turn around and leave, I will not see you anymore
little thing.
What power do you have- just this one....you do nothing but annoy my ears with your whimpering, or cry about your gutter stained pants.
You have no leverage with me anymore.
You will never have leaverage with anyone.
Go back to the hole you live in....in your abandoned barn, little tiny worm.
In this world, only the ants are scared of your weak, tiny, pathetic footsteps.
Goodbye. | 
02-06-2007, 03:08 AM
| | | | Join Date: Apr 2007
Posts: 601
| | . When I go, I'll take your pain
So that you can live again.
For all the times we shared so much,
Remember all the good,
For why we were dealt so much,
I never will understand,
Just promise that you will smile again,
and cherish every moment,
For no more pain will you feel,
For I will take it all with me,
I only ask one more thing,
Promise me that you will remember me
For what I could have been not who I was. | 
02-06-2007, 03:15 AM
| | | | Join Date: Apr 2007
Posts: 601
| | .. I caught a glimpse of you walking in the woods
and beside you was a smiling face of someone who was free,
Free of Pain and suffering, I thought it might be me.
But it didn't really matter for I saw that smile again,
The one that made me feel more love,
Than I had ever known,
And if it was cause I was gone,
And you found true love again,
Then I guess I was successful and took the pain from you. | 
02-06-2007, 06:22 PM
|  | | | Join Date: Aug 2006 Location: charles town, wv (usa)
Posts: 1,252
| | Shadows of Depression (reworked) Shadows
I feel the hot breath of depression
Creeping ever closer on my heels.
I feel dark shadow arms encircling.
My quivering heart in terror reels.
Swallowing everything that I am,
His foul stench overrides fear and strife,
And I surrender what’s left of me,
Stopping his advance, ending my life.
Seeing a glimmer of distant hope,
Heart beating faster, as on I race,
Reaching for that last glimmer I see,
But shadow fingers close on my face.
Will I ever see the sun again,
Or feel the warmth of love as it grows?
Will I ever be content with life,
Or will emptiness be all that shows?
Last edited by cookie; 02-06-2007 at 06:25 PM.
Reason: punctuation
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03-06-2007, 12:53 PM
| | | | Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: Colorado Rockies
Posts: 32
| | Cry of a whippoorwhill
Long lonely sigh
Resting on a windowsill
Lost child of light
Soft white hair
Grief in his face
Eyes of despair
Hope ran away
Who dares a tear
Help this little one
Wipe away the fear
Before he is gone
Childhood is brief
Land oft unfair
Full of grief
Does anyone care?
Nora T.
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